Matters

Sometimes, I think I'm a fool to think for one minute that the best year of my life will just happen...if I am lucky. I'm a fool to believe that I lack what it takes to make this year a great year, no matter what I am doing or what is happening in my life, and even if...things around me appear to be out of my control.

I often allow thoughts like "What if I'm not able to..." or "What if I can't handle..." or "What if I fail..." or "what if nobody appreciates..." or "what if nobody likes..." trick me into believing I can't succeed or trick me into believing that I'm different from others, whatever you deem fit. I can quite safely say that most of you have these thoughts like I do.

For some reason, I feel like I owe this great life, and the thought of having to do something to create it makes me mad but, I've realised that it drives me to make empowering choices for myself.